LIB reader got this letter from her ex..and wants y'all to help her with words to reply him

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If that headline makes sense to you then please read this letter a LIB reader's ex sent to her. She's looking for the right words to reply him...if you can help...

"Letting go wouldn't have been so hard if I don't have real feelings for you. I wish you were ugly tho but I've seen pretty faces. It's been 3yrs since I made that decision that almost maimed my life's journey. I should have listened to your warning. How could I not know shit wasn't real? I thought being close to you would bring an end to all the drama, I was willing to give all, even more than I can.

Tho the distance was reduced, the gap got even bigger. Who am I, was just a young boy going thru a lot. I didn't even know a thing about relationships I've only had the betrayal experience of love.
Do you remember the writeup about broken pieces? Do you remember when I ask if you'd wait for me? 
Now I understand what your answers mean. I never forget a damn thing about us, from the first day I talk to you till the very last day. If it didn't mean a thing to me, it wouldn't be so fresh in my memory. I don't blame you for any part of it, I could have played better.

When you said you had to go, reality hits me hard between my eyes like a rock and knock me down to the ground. It was when I needed you most, maybe today it would of been a different story but..
Today I thank GOD for the life I have, the lessons I learnt and for the future HE give me the privilege to embrace.

This year I make peace with my past and I ask GOD to forgive me for all the wrong things that I've done. I'm ready to take full responsibility for my actions and words henceforth so I'm using this grace to find peace with people who have had an impact in my life good or bad, say sorry to those I might have offended and forgive those who I've been angry with for I want HIS favor and blessings in my life! That as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD!

About the last message, I knew the right thing to say. When you said "if" that uncertainty took me back to and thru everything as much as I'm willing to forget, it was hard for me to think you had no feelings for me at all and its not just after the breakup.
Apparently, I don't want any of those left, it should all be gone for a new, real and genuine one to develop and grow. I'm willing to start from winning your trust, but are you willing to give me that chance? I'm not gonna keep doing that to myself the old way. I don't deserve it, my heart don't, but because I love you, whether it's wrong or right, I go that extra mile.

As a man, I need a woman I could love this way. The King that I am needs a Queen, but the lion in me won't take another rock hitting me hard in the face. If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tells me that I am..

I don't even know you well enough then, and with the gap in between from now, there is a lot to find out.
I put before you an offer to move forward with me, forget about all that has happened and get to know the Man I have become or you may choose to remain in my past, as you wish. I may suffer now, but I'm preparing for a better tomorrow.

It is your choice, I'm more prepared than ever.
If you have found the perfect guy, I hope he truly loves you and treats you right. Do not hesitate to be honest again.

Whatever your choice is okay for me.
I will wait for your reply.

Warm greetings and a Happy New Year!

He gave me a choice. Apparently he loves me so much, but I don't anymore. I need the best words to reply him.